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December 01, 2004

Wherein I Blame Everyone But Me

Fandom became a wasteland for me a few years ago I attribute that to a lot of factors, all of which are someone else's fault. (And I'm at peace with this position.) First, of course, there was the dearth of decent shows on television. (This year, as I think I've said frequently, I'm watching Navy NCIS and nothing else.) That's number one.

At that time I was bored of my old fandoms, burned out on struggling to write OaT, and discouraged because there wasn't anything in that fandom I wanted to read anyhow, and no place to talk about it. (My friends were more than tolerant, but even my ego stops short of nattering on endlessly about something no one else cares about. Certainly after the first year or so.)

It's your fault. You all left the fandoms I was actually interested in and went off to write insults removed* stuff I didn't care about. The scavengers and bottom-feeders** moved in and it became almost impossible to find the good stories being posted amongst all the misbegotten garbage. After a while, it just didn't seem worth the effort.

The point of this entry is to inform you that I hereby demand that everyone I know stop dinking around with fandoms that don't attract me and write something in a fandom that does. And let me know where you post it, so I don't have to go looking for it.

And none of your rapefests or angstwallows. If I want to be depressed, I'll go back to politics. I want a giggle. Or at least a smile. XF, DS, SEN , OaT or even HL,*** I'm tolerant, you can write in any of them.

I mean, I'm writing in four of them myself, at this very moment. (Well, I have things started. Whether or not they'll see the light of day remains a mystery.) But I don't read my own stuff, so I require that someone else write something for me to read.

Do you guys re-read your own stories? For pleasure, I mean, not with an idea to editing or anything. I frequently wonder how many fandom authors read their own stuff and enjoy it.

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* This was a better post before I removed the rude bits insulting fandoms that don’t interest me, but I'll probably lose fewer friends with this one.

** I probably should have removed that one, too.

*** Five fandoms, no waiting! Not necessarily slash. Any of them, really, could be gen. As long as they're light.

posted by AnneZook on 12.01.04 at 08:25 AM





Comments:

I'm sorry :( I'm not (currently) writing in any of your fandoms of choice. Which is not to say it won't happen some time in the future. Strangely, Mulder and Skinner have been whispering in my ear. Duncan wants me to finish a few of the things languishing on my hard drive. So, it's possible. Some day.*g*

posted by: Dail on 12.01.04 at 09:14 AM [permalink]



But do you read your own stories?

posted by: Anne on 12.01.04 at 11:25 AM [permalink]



For enjoyment? No, that would be scary. For editing, maybe, but mostly I glare at them and wish I had the inclination to actually do the editing they need.

posted by: Dail on 12.01.04 at 09:03 PM [permalink]



I re-read some of my stories recently and concluded that they mostly reeked. Last time I'll do that for awhile.

DT

posted by: Debra Tabor on 12.02.04 at 05:57 AM [permalink]



Heh. I know how you feel, Dail. I know I could spend a year doing a proper editing job on my older stuff...but I just lack motivation.

And I understand how you feel, Debra. I've always suspected that re-reading my own stuff would make me hurl...which is why I avoid doing it.

posted by: Anne on 12.02.04 at 10:58 AM [permalink]






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